What were the feelings you had? Did you feel rejected? Pushed away? Misunderstood? Was there fear, anger or both? Likely most of us felt embarrassed. Were you determined to get back, or planning to never enter a Church building again? Did you feel like they did the Lord’s will? Did you feel the Lord still loved you?

In my head and heart was a combination of so many feelings; sadness, regret, embarrassment, numbness, and more – even Satan was tossing a few in there for me to process…